Complexity.

I began this blog as a place to be me. Its a life blog. So let me tell you guys about me.

This is me. Here are some facts:
1. Im 15 years old (16 in 4 days)
2. I love anything crafty/creative. (i.e. Cooking, Photography, Origami, Scrapbooking, Sewing, Making Earings)
3. I started out as a fabulous student, but now I'm pretty horrible.
4. Im totally lost in this event we call life. (Is this whats called teen angst?)
5. I used to be a paranoid freak. (seriously I would check my kiddy purse every five minutes to see if I lost anything)
6. I break or lose pretty much everything Im gifted.
7. Im always at the brink of tears, but I rarely cry in anybody's prescence except my own.
8. Im one of those stupid teens that think all other teens are stupid.
9. I always wonder if my feelings of bitterness and sadness are the result of being a young kid or just the way I am.
10. I was born in argentina and moved to california when I was 5.
11. I have a bad case of nostalgia. ( I wonder what I'll feel when I'm fifty)
12. I don't want to marry, but I do want kids. (I'll esplain my reasons in a later post)
13. Music is what keeps me running. I'm the kid in school that always has earphones in her ear whether it be in class or not.
14. I have an extreme case of procrastination.
15. I'm called a hipster a lot. Is that good or bad?
16. I had to put in effort to like the smiths and I have to say it was worth it.(I absolutely love them now)
17. I don't have one genre I listen to. I like all music, whether is be rap, electro, indie, pop, rock, screamo, etc.
18. My only two major goals in life is to be able to travel (not the fancy kind) and to be able to support my parents.
19. I often feel my age discredits the things I say.
20. I used to often think of suicide, but the thought of my family and hell stopped me.
21. I'm a horrible 'christian' I walk along the lines between being an athiest and a christian.
22. My personality is perfectly made for someone who will be forever alone. (i.e. I stop liking someone when they start liking me. This had happened with every single guys i've ever had a crush on)
23. When I like someone I make it obvious my flirting outrageously.
24. I flirst a little with all the guys I know. It comes naturally. (I didn't realize this until my friends pointed it out)
25. I perfer being alone. I don't know why.
26. I realize that my pictures make me seem like a totally different person.

New camera.

Okay it's official the whole one post a day is not working. I wish it did. I wish I had the self discipline to be able to do it, but I don't. so for now...

I GOT A NEW CAMERA!

I'm actually good with money. I don't have urges to spend it or a bad habit of retail therapy. I don't have a hard time collecting money, but getting money is another story. Being a student with no job well money doesn't fall out of the sky. :(

However after saving up all my christmas money and not eating lunch for a couple of months I was finally able to get the canon t2i. I was going back and forth between the t2i and t3i as well as the nikon D3100 and D5100, but ultimately the t2i had a better deal so I decided to go with that.  The picture quality is amazing.

If you guys didn't know I Photography is a big hobby of mine. mostly because photgraphy has the ability to take a memory and make it something you can hold. Looking at a photo brings you back to the time and place of the event shown. I don't known if I'v told you guys before, but my only real life ambition is to travel. to have a job that requires traveling. And photos help me get through the days when i can't travel. I mean being able to travel all over the world is hard for most people, but getting a hold of photos of the world is much easier. And in a sense you can travel the world in just a few hours by just looking at those photos.

I don't know if I'm making any sense, but I'll leave you with a few pictures I took on my street.

Byebye :)