Complexity.

I began this blog as a place to be me. Its a life blog. So let me tell you guys about me.

This is me. Here are some facts:
1. Im 15 years old (16 in 4 days)
2. I love anything crafty/creative. (i.e. Cooking, Photography, Origami, Scrapbooking, Sewing, Making Earings)
3. I started out as a fabulous student, but now I'm pretty horrible.
4. Im totally lost in this event we call life. (Is this whats called teen angst?)
5. I used to be a paranoid freak. (seriously I would check my kiddy purse every five minutes to see if I lost anything)
6. I break or lose pretty much everything Im gifted.
7. Im always at the brink of tears, but I rarely cry in anybody's prescence except my own.
8. Im one of those stupid teens that think all other teens are stupid.
9. I always wonder if my feelings of bitterness and sadness are the result of being a young kid or just the way I am.
10. I was born in argentina and moved to california when I was 5.
11. I have a bad case of nostalgia. ( I wonder what I'll feel when I'm fifty)
12. I don't want to marry, but I do want kids. (I'll esplain my reasons in a later post)
13. Music is what keeps me running. I'm the kid in school that always has earphones in her ear whether it be in class or not.
14. I have an extreme case of procrastination.
15. I'm called a hipster a lot. Is that good or bad?
16. I had to put in effort to like the smiths and I have to say it was worth it.(I absolutely love them now)
17. I don't have one genre I listen to. I like all music, whether is be rap, electro, indie, pop, rock, screamo, etc.
18. My only two major goals in life is to be able to travel (not the fancy kind) and to be able to support my parents.
19. I often feel my age discredits the things I say.
20. I used to often think of suicide, but the thought of my family and hell stopped me.
21. I'm a horrible 'christian' I walk along the lines between being an athiest and a christian.
22. My personality is perfectly made for someone who will be forever alone. (i.e. I stop liking someone when they start liking me. This had happened with every single guys i've ever had a crush on)
23. When I like someone I make it obvious my flirting outrageously.
24. I flirst a little with all the guys I know. It comes naturally. (I didn't realize this until my friends pointed it out)
25. I perfer being alone. I don't know why.
26. I realize that my pictures make me seem like a totally different person.